..LeT aLoNe yOuR WORST

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Wed, 16 Jul 2003 03:24:38 GMT

ok the other name didn fit so it is now............_takeit2urgrave

WARNING-WARNING..hehe

Wed, 16 Jul 2003 02:58:20 GMT

ok people im making a new journal now. if the name isnt taken. it should be take_this2_yourgrave. ok so lets see. everyone whose friends im already in. add me again and im gonna add everyone into this one. okie dokie.

8 - 3 Shots And Its All Mixed Up

Wed, 16 Jul 2003 01:35:24 GMT

so today i didnt do anything. after i took my shower and got dressed i called my mom and asked her if she wanted to go get something to eat. she came home and did some bullshit for a while and then we left. i got my eyebrows waxed and then we went to big joes. i wanted a curved barbell for my belly instead of a captive ring cuz i couldnt sleep on my stomach and i love sleeping in my stomach. so i picked out thsiring with clear crystal in it and it was too short to come out of the other hole in my belly. so i picked a red one which was a little longer and i really liked the red one but it didnt fit. the guy who was switching rings for me was the guy who pierced my belly. hes so nice. he said when he was changing the ring he saw a little bit of blood and that it was "still raw." i was like raw ewww. hehe. he said it needed to heal a little more. so because he didnt want to put a short one in cuz it leads to infection he gave me a stainless steel curved barbell for free. hes sooo nice. he was gonna give me a discount on the 35 dollar rings in the first place and make them 25. i really wanted that red one but atleast i got rid of that captive ring. so after that we went to cvs to get some bactine. then after that we went to louie and johnnies. the food was so good. the waitor was really hot. i wanted to hook my mom up with him lolol. so after that we went to piaras. i burnt her the fall out boy cd. gave it to her and we talked a for a little bit. her contacts look really good. so then my mom told me someone wanted to see me and we went to annas and saw ciara. she got so big. i couldnt breathe from all that tension in that room. jesus. alright well now im home and i dunno whats going on tomm. you know the deal. call if you want to chill.

Theres a Light On in Chicago and I Know i Should Be Home.

Tue, 15 Jul 2003 20:35:56 GMT

"boys like you are overrated so save your breathe".

the only thing you'll get is this curse on your lips, i hope they taste of me forever. forever.

--with every breathe i wish your body
would be broken again

And This Loss Of Sleep Over You.

Tue, 15 Jul 2003 20:15:10 GMT

today i did nothing really. but im okay now. im trying to look on the bright side of things. i took like a hour long shower. i also took the listerine test lol and kept it in my mouth for 30 seconds. oh yea!! hehe. um i got dressed and crap. i dunno where im going. i called piara but she was at the dcotors office. she got color contacts and GLASSES! i was like omg how cute hehe. shes always wearing the fake ones anyways lol. i told chris cardone if he wants to chill then he has to cll us cuz im not gonna be asking him if hes just gonna be a wiener about it. when my mom gets home maybe we'll go get something to eat or something. i dunno. call me you a-holes. i had a very wierd dream. very wierd. ok...byee i have been sober for 2 days and thats too long. =P

Thanx.

Tue, 15 Jul 2003 02:15:47 GMT

i talked to chelsea about some stuff and she made me feel better. i just needed to let some shit out. i havent cried in a long time. it helped. im always acting happy when sometimes i just cant take shit anymore and i dunno. i just know by the end of the summer everything is gonna be downhill. im not looking foward to it. if anyone wants to hang out or something. give me a call. i think i wanna get out of the house tomm.

I..

Tue, 15 Jul 2003 00:42:12 GMT

i cant stop crying. but then im watching high fedality and ill laugh and go back to crying. everything is so fucked up.

Paper Or Plastic.

Mon, 14 Jul 2003 22:55:26 GMT

tell me how everyones feeling about the journale...hey big whopper.

And Its True..

Mon, 14 Jul 2003 21:59:42 GMT

melissa told me something and made a big deal out of it when it wasnt even that big. everyone has been acting wierd towards me latley. i know everyones mad at me and wants me to stop talking to them and even tho i know that i talk to them cuz i think hey maybe its all in my head. i know its not. i am the stupidest person in the world and i understand that. people not wanting to be around me anymore is not their fault. its mine. i need to change something about me. someone post...just edited this. i cant stand when i spell things wrong in my journal lol.

How Could You Say Those Things..

Mon, 14 Jul 2003 19:18:54 GMT

today i got up pretty early. i got up at like 1230 lol. i went to sleep at 530. i was wtaching american history x. might go out to central today. brandie asked me if i wanted ot chill later tonight. i think im gonna hop in the shower soon. alrightyyy im done byee.

The Pros And Cons Of Breathing

Mon, 14 Jul 2003 06:42:21 GMT

hmm i am very bored. tomm..acually today is the drinking day! woopedy! nobody posts to my journal anymore. i feel like this is a wasted summer and i wanna make the rest worth while. im looking foward to going to ac. i am excited about the beach. i need to get swimmy shoes. piara and i cant even step into the water. we get the shit scared out of us if something touches our toes lolol. i made a request to blink. i have it on now to see if they play it. all u do is im them and they play the song. its a freakin im. wierd. they say that im stands for instant music haha. i wanna use my camera tomm. i saw the brand new video tonight for quiet things that no one ever knows. car crash and jesse and this chick wind up in a hospital and she dies. maybe ill look for a survey or take a test right now. to make this entry a little hmm how u say..useful?

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Ok

Mon, 14 Jul 2003 03:44:20 GMT

ok so tonight i was bored and i went to erics house. mike came and then eric firned justin with antonia. we drove around and went to school 8 to smoke. smoked right in front of my kindergarten class room :( aww. so after that we ordered shit from ginos and at ei tin the car. we were in justins jeep. we saw isis and bryan. biff is gay. he was there too. everyone kept closing window on him and making fun of him it was so funny. we went back to erics house and chilled. my mom keeps asking me if i wold care if she moved back with larry. i was like whatever. i was thinking. those commericlas that are like talk to your kids about drugs ask them what they're doing. its like um excuse me. if my mom asked me if i was high. id be like uh no? wow wierd.

Blahhh

Mon, 14 Jul 2003 03:14:27 GMT

went to erics. smoked. chilled with other people. saw isis and bryan. ate ginos. and im home ill detail tomm!

Its Unclear About How We Met

Sun, 13 Jul 2003 20:36:41 GMT

i am bored. i asked piara if she wanted to go to the galleria but her dad is taking her driving. i asked brandie if she wanted to hang out but she said she'd call me back. i asked my mom if she wanted to go the galleira but she's showing a condo. i really need to get out of this house. maybe ill call my uncle and see what hes doing. my uncle is cool haha. i am very unusually hungry. but i really dont feel like eating anything. is it true that you like to sleep alone or is it what you just tell everyone?

Im Gonna Make You Feel Alright

Sun, 13 Jul 2003 18:42:01 GMT

just woke up. i know this is going to be a boring day. and im gonna say hey if anyone wants to chill call the cell. and no one will call. and its a waste sometimes really.

Yup //

Sun, 13 Jul 2003 07:04:38 GMT

switched up the journale a little bit. i really want something to do tomm. someone call me cuz i am a loser.

Bahhh

Sun, 13 Jul 2003 06:07:19 GMT

bored and i cant sleep. me and caiazzo called it off tomm. so im free. call the celluar! la i am watching better off dead. this movie is awesome. yes

Bad Actors With Bad Habits -

Sun, 13 Jul 2003 05:06:02 GMT

hmm so today i stopped at piaras before i went to candices. she was sleeping. i woke her up and said hello for a second and told her i ate some of her egg sandwhich lol. then i left and got dropped off at candices. called briana to come. crystal came. we all left for edos. it was very good. saw some lesbians and some wierd people. it was a lot of fun being with them again. then after that we had a chopstick fight in the car on the way back to the house. went to the house and the whole block was out. went with briana to go see greek. had some hipnotiq and he was being gay. so i left and went back up the hill and chilled. danced and listened to spice girls. chris cardone came. i was like chris. i pretended i was dian sawyer and questioned him hehe. piara, him and i are hanging out at aj's monday. i wanna try some of that shit lol. then candice brought out her bottle of everything mixed together. got drunk for a little while. it didnt last too long. got happy and got sad lol. hung out till 1230. my mom let me stay late for once yay! prolly hanging out with caiazzo tomm if he doesnt go to boston. hmm..sometimes u wanna go where everybody knows ur name. im thirsty. just got me some water! woop! ok im bored and out..byee

You Should Have Known

Sat, 12 Jul 2003 20:21:46 GMT

so i just got ready. i gotta be at candices at 6. hmm. she said something about drinking but i dunno. she has a whole bar in her house lol. my journal is being queeer. umm yup! im listening to tbs. i forgot how much i love this band.

oh jeez

Sat, 12 Jul 2003 05:22:33 GMT

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it asked who i secretly wished was a lesbian and i put my baby christina aguilera hahaha!!!

Blahh

Sat, 12 Jul 2003 04:07:01 GMT

i get nervous and hopeless. all the time. puff.

home sweet home

Sat, 12 Jul 2003 03:42:57 GMT

degrassi is a very special episode. paige got raped. oh boy. so yea i got home. stayed upstate for a while. it was cool. went to buffet today and saw a mike piparo look alike. i was like oh shit! haha. i wish i could go to the continental show tomm but i have no ride no tickets and im going out to eat with candice. cello wants to hang out before i go to the party and before he goes to the show or whatever. ok so ill update tomm. byyeee

Shes Gone..

Tue, 08 Jul 2003 20:46:02 GMT

im gone for the week. till friday. just leaving yonkers for a little while. going upstate to the quiet country lol. im gonna try not to worry about anything. im just gonna try to relax and enjoy the rest of the summer. candice's dinner for her birthday saturday and then hanging out with caiazzo on sunday i think. then in like 2 weeks peep and i are going to ac. so the summer should be good. alright. goodbye everyone. call me! 9144820171! yay!

I Get It

Tue, 08 Jul 2003 19:02:17 GMT

dont hate him forever..that must be his life story

Do You Think I Should Go?

Tue, 08 Jul 2003 18:39:03 GMT

"A Song For Everyone"

Well I know that it's late but the words wouldn't wait
I'm really sorry that I woke you up
I don't know what's come over me
If I'm wrong let me know
Do you think I should go
But before you give an answer think of somewhere you'd rather be
All that I have twenty six dollars and the keys to a Cadilac
All that I know
Drive all night go anywhere you wanna go
All that I want and all that I need
All I wanna know is do you wanna come with me
You deserve more than this packing guilt for a trip
I never thought that I would get this far
Searching for the words to say
Summer wind desert stars
All of this could be yours
You know it only takes two words and we'll both be on our way
All that I have twenty six dollars and the keys to a Cadilac
All that I know
Drive all night go anywhere you wanna go
All that I want and all that I need
All I wanna know is do you wanna come with me
Come with me come with me
All I have all I know
I changed the station and our song is on the radio
All I have all I know drive all night
Go anywhere you wanna go
All I have all I know
I changed the station and our song is on the radio
All I have all I know drive all night
Go anywhere you wanna go
Drive all night go anywhere you wanna go
Drive all night go anywhere you wanna to