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[15 Jul 2003|10:56pm] |
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ok people im making a new journal now. if the name isnt taken. it should be take_this2_yourgrave. ok so lets see. everyone whose friends im already in. add me again and im gonna add everyone into this one. okie dokie.
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(uNrEaD oN cLeVeR nApKiNs --)
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| 8 - 3 Shots And Its All Mixed Up |
[15 Jul 2003|09:27pm] |
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so today i didnt do anything. after i took my shower and got dressed i called my mom and asked her if she wanted to go get something to eat. she came home and did some bullshit for a while and then we left. i got my eyebrows waxed and then we went to big joes. i wanted a curved barbell for my belly instead of a captive ring cuz i couldnt sleep on my stomach and i love sleeping in my stomach. so i picked out thsiring with clear crystal in it and it was too short to come out of the other hole in my belly. so i picked a red one which was a little longer and i really liked the red one but it didnt fit. the guy who was switching rings for me was the guy who pierced my belly. hes so nice. he said when he was changing the ring he saw a little bit of blood and that it was "still raw." i was like raw ewww. hehe. he said it needed to heal a little more. so because he didnt want to put a short one in cuz it leads to infection he gave me a stainless steel curved barbell for free. hes sooo nice. he was gonna give me a discount on the 35 dollar rings in the first place and make them 25. i really wanted that red one but atleast i got rid of that captive ring. so after that we went to cvs to get some bactine. then after that we went to louie and johnnies. the food was so good. the waitor was really hot. i wanted to hook my mom up with him lolol. so after that we went to piaras. i burnt her the fall out boy cd. gave it to her and we talked a for a little bit. her contacts look really good. so then my mom told me someone wanted to see me and we went to annas and saw ciara. she got so big. i couldnt breathe from all that tension in that room. jesus. alright well now im home and i dunno whats going on tomm. you know the deal. call if you want to chill.
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(uNrEaD oN cLeVeR nApKiNs --)
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| And This Loss Of Sleep Over You. |
[15 Jul 2003|04:10pm] |
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today i did nothing really. but im okay now. im trying to look on the bright side of things. i took like a hour long shower. i also took the listerine test lol and kept it in my mouth for 30 seconds. oh yea!! hehe. um i got dressed and crap. i dunno where im going. i called piara but she was at the dcotors office. she got color contacts and GLASSES! i was like omg how cute hehe. shes always wearing the fake ones anyways lol. i told chris cardone if he wants to chill then he has to cll us cuz im not gonna be asking him if hes just gonna be a wiener about it. when my mom gets home maybe we'll go get something to eat or something. i dunno. call me you a-holes. i had a very wierd dream. very wierd. ok...byee i have been sober for 2 days and thats too long. =P
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(5 cLeVeR LiNes | uNrEaD oN cLeVeR nApKiNs --)
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| Thanx. |
[14 Jul 2003|10:07pm] |
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i talked to chelsea about some stuff and she made me feel better. i just needed to let some shit out. i havent cried in a long time. it helped. im always acting happy when sometimes i just cant take shit anymore and i dunno. i just know by the end of the summer everything is gonna be downhill. im not looking foward to it. if anyone wants to hang out or something. give me a call. i think i wanna get out of the house tomm.
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| And Its True.. |
[14 Jul 2003|05:57pm] |
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melissa told me something and made a big deal out of it when it wasnt even that big. everyone has been acting wierd towards me latley. i know everyones mad at me and wants me to stop talking to them and even tho i know that i talk to them cuz i think hey maybe its all in my head. i know its not. i am the stupidest person in the world and i understand that. people not wanting to be around me anymore is not their fault. its mine. i need to change something about me. someone post...just edited this. i cant stand when i spell things wrong in my journal lol.
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(1 cLeVeR LiNe | uNrEaD oN cLeVeR nApKiNs --)
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| How Could You Say Those Things.. |
[14 Jul 2003|03:16pm] |
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today i got up pretty early. i got up at like 1230 lol. i went to sleep at 530. i was wtaching american history x. might go out to central today. brandie asked me if i wanted ot chill later tonight. i think im gonna hop in the shower soon. alrightyyy im done byee.
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| The Pros And Cons Of Breathing |
[14 Jul 2003|02:26am] |
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hmm i am very bored. tomm..acually today is the drinking day! woopedy! nobody posts to my journal anymore. i feel like this is a wasted summer and i wanna make the rest worth while. im looking foward to going to ac. i am excited about the beach. i need to get swimmy shoes. piara and i cant even step into the water. we get the shit scared out of us if something touches our toes lolol. i made a request to blink. i have it on now to see if they play it. all u do is im them and they play the song. its a freakin im. wierd. they say that im stands for instant music haha. i wanna use my camera tomm. i saw the brand new video tonight for quiet things that no one ever knows. car crash and jesse and this chick wind up in a hospital and she dies. maybe ill look for a survey or take a test right now. to make this entry a little hmm how u say..useful?
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| Ok |
[13 Jul 2003|11:41pm] |
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ok so tonight i was bored and i went to erics house. mike came and then eric firned justin with antonia. we drove around and went to school 8 to smoke. smoked right in front of my kindergarten class room :( aww. so after that we ordered shit from ginos and at ei tin the car. we were in justins jeep. we saw isis and bryan. biff is gay. he was there too. everyone kept closing window on him and making fun of him it was so funny. we went back to erics house and chilled. my mom keeps asking me if i wold care if she moved back with larry. i was like whatever. i was thinking. those commericlas that are like talk to your kids about drugs ask them what they're doing. its like um excuse me. if my mom asked me if i was high. id be like uh no? wow wierd.
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| Blahhh |
[13 Jul 2003|11:13pm] |
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went to erics. smoked. chilled with other people. saw isis and bryan. ate ginos. and im home ill detail tomm!
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| Its Unclear About How We Met |
[13 Jul 2003|04:34pm] |
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i am bored. i asked piara if she wanted to go to the galleria but her dad is taking her driving. i asked brandie if she wanted to hang out but she said she'd call me back. i asked my mom if she wanted to go the galleira but she's showing a condo. i really need to get out of this house. maybe ill call my uncle and see what hes doing. my uncle is cool haha. i am very unusually hungry. but i really dont feel like eating anything. is it true that you like to sleep alone or is it what you just tell everyone?
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| Yup // |
[13 Jul 2003|03:04am] |
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switched up the journale a little bit. i really want something to do tomm. someone call me cuz i am a loser.
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| Bahhh |
[13 Jul 2003|02:06am] |
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bored and i cant sleep. me and caiazzo called it off tomm. so im free. call the celluar! la i am watching better off dead. this movie is awesome. yes
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(uNrEaD oN cLeVeR nApKiNs --)
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| Bad Actors With Bad Habits - |
[13 Jul 2003|12:58am] |
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hmm so today i stopped at piaras before i went to candices. she was sleeping. i woke her up and said hello for a second and told her i ate some of her egg sandwhich lol. then i left and got dropped off at candices. called briana to come. crystal came. we all left for edos. it was very good. saw some lesbians and some wierd people. it was a lot of fun being with them again. then after that we had a chopstick fight in the car on the way back to the house. went to the house and the whole block was out. went with briana to go see greek. had some hipnotiq and he was being gay. so i left and went back up the hill and chilled. danced and listened to spice girls. chris cardone came. i was like chris. i pretended i was dian sawyer and questioned him hehe. piara, him and i are hanging out at aj's monday. i wanna try some of that shit lol. then candice brought out her bottle of everything mixed together. got drunk for a little while. it didnt last too long. got happy and got sad lol. hung out till 1230. my mom let me stay late for once yay! prolly hanging out with caiazzo tomm if he doesnt go to boston. hmm..sometimes u wanna go where everybody knows ur name. im thirsty. just got me some water! woop! ok im bored and out..byee
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| You Should Have Known |
[12 Jul 2003|04:20pm] |
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so i just got ready. i gotta be at candices at 6. hmm. she said something about drinking but i dunno. she has a whole bar in her house lol. my journal is being queeer. umm yup! im listening to tbs. i forgot how much i love this band.
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| oh jeez |
[12 Jul 2003|01:21am] |
ya know i say that my favorite fruit is pinapple and that if sex was a flavor itd be tangy..like i actually know and i get
it asked who i secretly wished was a lesbian and i put my baby christina aguilera hahaha!!!
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| home sweet home |
[11 Jul 2003|11:31pm] |
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degrassi is a very special episode. paige got raped. oh boy. so yea i got home. stayed upstate for a while. it was cool. went to buffet today and saw a mike piparo look alike. i was like oh shit! haha. i wish i could go to the continental show tomm but i have no ride no tickets and im going out to eat with candice. cello wants to hang out before i go to the party and before he goes to the show or whatever. ok so ill update tomm. byyeee
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| Shes Gone.. |
[08 Jul 2003|04:45pm] |
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im gone for the week. till friday. just leaving yonkers for a little while. going upstate to the quiet country lol. im gonna try not to worry about anything. im just gonna try to relax and enjoy the rest of the summer. candice's dinner for her birthday saturday and then hanging out with caiazzo on sunday i think. then in like 2 weeks peep and i are going to ac. so the summer should be good. alright. goodbye everyone. call me! 9144820171! yay!
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| Do You Think I Should Go? |
[08 Jul 2003|02:38pm] |
"A Song For Everyone"
Well I know that it's late but the words wouldn't wait
I'm really sorry that I woke you up
I don't know what's come over me
If I'm wrong let me know
Do you think I should go
But before you give an answer think of somewhere you'd rather be
All that I have twenty six dollars and the keys to a Cadilac
All that I know
Drive all night go anywhere you wanna go
All that I want and all that I need
All I wanna know is do you wanna come with me
You deserve more than this packing guilt for a trip
I never thought that I would get this far
Searching for the words to say
Summer wind desert stars
All of this could be yours
You know it only takes two words and we'll both be on our way
All that I have twenty six dollars and the keys to a Cadilac
All that I know
Drive all night go anywhere you wanna go
All that I want and all that I need
All I wanna know is do you wanna come with me
Come with me come with me
All I have all I know
I changed the station and our song is on the radio
All I have all I know drive all night
Go anywhere you wanna go
All I have all I know
I changed the station and our song is on the radio
All I have all I know drive all night
Go anywhere you wanna go
Drive all night go anywhere you wanna go
Drive all night go anywhere you wanna to
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| Yea |
[08 Jul 2003|12:50am] |
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im sorry for what i said to whoever i said tonight. i think im went temp. insane. i dont wanna loose a good friend over something dumb or anyone else.
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| IM INSANE |
[07 Jul 2003|11:57pm] |
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MY MOM IS A FUCKING PHSYCO. I CANT STAND HOW SHE ASKES ME THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I WISH SHE WOULD JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. IF SHE SAYS ONE MORE THING OMG. BUT ITS OKAY CUZ THATS NOT THE ONLY THING GOING BAD. MY OWN BEST FRIEND DONT EVEN LIKE ME THAT MUCH ANYMORE. MY HOUSE ISNT AIR CONDITIONED. I CANT STAND IT. MY PREDICTION IS THAT BY THE END OF THE SUMMER. I WILL HAVE NO FRIENDS AND WILL BE FORCED TO LIVE IN THE HOUSE WITH MY MOM DAY IN AND DAY OUT. I WILL HAVE NOTHING TO DO BUT LISTEN TO HER BULLSHIT.
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| Great Fucking Lyrics..They're Just Great |
[07 Jul 2003|11:02pm] |
"Lover I Don't Have To Love"
I picked you out Of a crowd to talk to you Said I liked your shoes
You said thanks can I follow you? So it's up the stairs And out of view
No prying eyes I poured some wine I asked your name you asked the time
Well it's two o'clock Yeah the club is closed we're up the block
Your hands on me Pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know Who else may have been here before
I want a lover I don't have to love I want a girl who's to sad to give a fuck
Where's the kid with the chemicals? I thought he said he'd meet us here but I'm not sure
I got the money if you got the time He said it feels good I said I'll give it a try
Then my mind went dark We both forgot where your car was parked Let's just take the train
I'll meet up with the band in the morning
Bad actors with bad habits Some sad singers They just play tragic
Now the phone's ringing And the band's leaving Let's just keep touching
Let's just keep keep singing
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where's the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you but you You write such pretty words
But life's no story book Love is an excuse to get hurt And to hurt
"Do you like to hurt?"
"I do! I do!"
"Then hurt me."
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| It'd Be Great To Go Some Place The Dinosaurs Could Never Get Us |
[07 Jul 2003|08:29pm] |
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i fixed my journal. today i woke up at like 7 and went back to sleep at like 830. i slept till 5 o clock! o man. i woke up and was supposed to go drinking. i took a shower and got dressed and then i find out we're not going. we're going tomm. hmm.. gonna drink stuff that'll prolli kill us haha. so i stayed home for a while and then ant chris called me up and asked me if i wanted to chill. we drove around and went to his old house and shit. then we just drove back to my house. it was good to get out of the house for like an hour ya know? hmm cant wait till tomm..gonna get drunk! yay!
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| Its Raining |
[07 Jul 2003|08:26am] |
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my journal is being super queer. i dont have a box anymore. i gotta ask madison. she put my journal to the side for me but now people cant post. eh whatever lol. im tired. im drinking today i should really get some sleep.
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| Just a Little Anal Leakage Ted |
[07 Jul 2003|12:21am] |
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i wish people knew more about me
i wish people were interested
i wish i could see
the door is closed and i wish i could be
alone with you alone with me
why is it that people may get guys but the 1 person they want
is untouchable.
even when they really aren't that untouchable.
definatly confusing, it makes you wonder
if there really is a plan for us.
HAPPY BIRHTDAY BRANDIE i wish you the best babe
piara and i have been drinking a lot latley
actually i dont think we've been drinking that much
but got it feels like it.
forget my name
* this time in silence
this time i win
I choose my company by the beating of their hearts
Not the swelling of their heads - saves the day
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| She Tries To Erase |
[06 Jul 2003|03:22pm] |
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the night before last we went for a ride in piaras dad's transam it was cool. we dropped steve off and then me an piara came home and sat around. i fell asleep for a little while and then got up and chilled and smoked soem b's on the roof. im wondering if i already put this. so then we went to sleep. we woke up a watched shocking moments in rock and roll for 5 hours. took a shower. i called jimmy and told himt o come over but he was too stoned to drive. so alonzo and ant came over. piara drank. i drove with alonzo to walgreens to get b's and food. came back. piara went for a ride. then i went for another ride. we drove to welty. no one was there. came back. then i drank. got fucking drunk off my ass. took of my top and ran around the street topless with no bra. i dont know where my bra is at the moment. kissed alonzo. then piara kissed alonzo. i really regret what i did last night. when im drunk i feel sexy and i get naked but when im high i know better. uhh. i left people some messages oh jesus. i kept running around outside the gate. alonzo and ant left around 4:30. we came inside and i threw up. theni went to sleep. woke up and felt like complete shit. oh man it was horrible. i was really thirsty so i drank some water and then threw it all up. piara called cello and asked him about the show and then we asked him if he wanted to come over and chill. he might. then we ate. i am full off of 4 biscuits. maybe my stomach shrunk. i am so dizzy and i feel like shit. my first official hangover. i never want to drink again but we might drink tonight. ok. smoking up is definatly better. atleast you feel good in the morning. hmm. piaras in the shower then im gonna go in. im wondering if i forgot anything. uh i dont think so. ok im gonna do something. byee
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| The 4th |
[05 Jul 2003|12:10am] |
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so last night piara and i stayed up all night. we watched sad home movies of her lol and drop dead fred and stuff. we watch whats love got to do with it: the story of tina turner lol. so like around 5 we went by the pool to have a b. so then we went for a walk. we sat on the sidewalk and talked about how when she gets a car, we're never gonna be home lol. so then we went inside and ate. watched drop dead fred. thats when we watched it lol. we kinda fell asleep. we woke up and steve was sitting next to us lol. so he brought absolute and some pot. so we finished watching drop dead fred. then piara and i took showers. then we went outside in the woods to smoke up. got high. walked around the neighborhood. i was drinking too but i was spilling it all over me. then we came inside and watched this movie with edward norton <33. fell asleep. got up and drank some more. ate. then went on the roof and drank some more. we watched fire works and smoked b's lol. we just all layed on the roof. then we went in the pool. stayed in there. took off our clothes under water lol. nothing seen. umm..talked. then came out. piara just got out of the shower and im not taking one cuz im lazy and my hair looks kinda good right now. um..we're going for a ride in her dad transam in a little while. tomm we're going to chelseas. sunday is the tibets show. steve is going to come to the house before we go and we're gonna smoke up and drink and then go to the show messed up. piara and i are going to kiss cello with his new lip ring. yay. hes hot lol. ok ummm..im gonna go ill update tomm. we were messed up all day! good day! goal accomplished lol!! byeee :P
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| Theres A Reason.. |
[04 Jul 2003|01:25am] |
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so today i stayed home today for most of the day. ate some pizza and listened to old cds i havent listened to in a long time. i dled chemical romance. they're good. piara bought a static lullaby cd and my chemical romance and im gonna burn them when she gets them in. so around like 630 piara told me to go to billards and meet her there with steve and his friend colby. i took a shower and got dressed and crap. then i went to the bus and i called jimmy to see if he was still mad lol. hes not lol. so i went on the bus and saw that kid that freestyles. i dunno his name lol. said hey to him. got off the bus and walked to billards. played some pool. went in the back to have a b. then we went to the pizzeria. ate and then had a b and went on the bus. the freestyling kid was on there again. i went in the back of the bus and read his rhymes. he's really good. so we got off at central. jimmy called me on the bus lol. out of no where again. so we went to barnes and noble and piara got those malt things. they're good. then we went to go have a b and we talked about chapelle show. hes so funny ha. so then we went to mcdonalds and piaras mom picked us up. we went to the gas station for something and piara drove hehe. so then we came home and were supposed to go drink with phil but whatever lol. so im sleeping over. tomm steve is coming over early and hes bringing pot for me and bacardi and shit. we're gonna be so fucked up tomm. im wearing piaras sun glasses all day tomm. haha. umm..yea thats about it. me and piara are taking pics and making silent movies haha. umm..i want to have sex with billy..ha uh yea im bored ok im gonna go byeeeeeee..haha i wonder if hes gonna read this. hi billy. blah
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| I Never Meant To Hurt You |
[03 Jul 2003|01:56pm] |
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umm..last night the "evil-doers" were calling me. i had brandie on the other line and everytime i had a beep she would laugh. one beep it was jimmy. i was like why are you calling me out of nowhere? he said i dunno i just got out of the shower and i was like ohh so why are you calling me and he goes fine if you dont want me to call lol and hangs up. i tried to call him back and he wouldnt pick up lol. i dont think hes too pissed. hmm last night my mom got me some mcdonalds. brandie and i were listening to hillary duff songs. that song is horrible. im trying to make a longentry out of nothing lol. umm i stayed up till 5:20 last night for 2 reasons. reason number one is that im scared of the dark and i like to go to sleep when it gets light out and the second reasons is because better off dead was on and john cusack was in it and i like that movie now. billy looks like john cusack and if hes reading this. you look like john cusack.
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| Scary |
[02 Jul 2003|01:27pm] |
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ive been having really bad dreams lately. i had one the other night that everyone that didnt have a lot of money lived in this ocean. the ocean had all different things in it. it had needles and animals and everything in it. i kept dreaming that someone kept pulling me down and everything was getting into my mouth and stuff. then i came out of the ocean and everything was stuck to me. then last night i had a dream my mom bought this big house. instead of having like cupboards, it was like drawers to put dead people in. then candice crystal and i were running around and crystal got murdered. the house was so big that they would say everything over a loudspeaker. they said they found crystals body. it was just very wierd. i was begging my mom to move out and she wouldnt and i went to go stay with juliette lewis. i dunno. alright well byee
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| I hope.... |
[01 Jul 2003|10:24pm] |
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i hope my belly button doesnt get infected. i was thinking. it is pathetic when you can count your friends on one hand and still be missing a few fingers. when i was younger and dumber and uglier i had more friends. i dont go out anymore. i had more fun when school was in. i sit home all day and wtach tv and go on the computer. then my mom comes home and bitches. i hate it. i want something good to fucking come along. nobody posts anymore :( lol
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| Somehow I Knew That It Would Slowly Fade |
[01 Jul 2003|04:28pm] |
now i am gone...just try and stop me now
you wanted the best and it wasnt me
..how do u end up let me know
yea so im gonna try and get in touch with my dad. come back thursday night. then friday is july fourth. maybe i can bring home some pot for july 4. im gonna try to bring home some cigerettes too. im gonnna ask my sister if she can pre roll it for me. haha july 4 should be good. ok im bored. im going to go. byee
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| Oreo Cereal Is Good! |
[01 Jul 2003|01:46pm] |
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so yesterday had some plans with some dicks...but dick will be dicks...so my mom and i stopped over at piaras for a little while. she got a cute little new phone but it still doesnt work. we oredered dominoes. piara was like where the free dvd haha. turn out that was for pizza hut. ha. so then i came home and went to sleep. today another boring day. ive been trying to get a hold of my dad. i dunno. im eating oreo cereal. its good. im gonna try to loose some weight. i dunno. its not gonna work. happy birthday to my uncle joe! piara and i are gonna get fucking wasted on july 4th lol YEA!!!!!!
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| La La La |
[30 Jun 2003|08:23pm] |
cuz its all a waste of time if its not going the way it should be
i didnt know the horse was a diabetic!!! show me your mean face!
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| Last Night She Said..Aw Baby |
[30 Jun 2003|02:09pm] |
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so last night cello was supposed to call me and me him and piara were supposed to go drinking on central but you know how that goes. so my uncle called me and told me he had really good seats for the yankees game. so i was like yup! in the car he had this really bad hat on and hes asking me if it looks good lol. he was putting it on backwards and side ways and stuff. it was really funny. so there was so much traffic and it was so hard to find parking. we went in and i got a hotdog lol. thats what i was looking forward to. so then we went to sit down. omg we were so close. we were like 8 rows from the field. i could see the players perfectly. i look behind me and jackie wag was there. i was like heyy!! lol. so we watched the game and my uncle filled me in on stuff. the mets were leading with 3 and then all the sudden the yankees kept hitting homeruns like it was nothing. everybody was standing up and clapping and screaming. we were sitting next to met fans and they were fighting with the yankee fans. there was this ump for 3rd base and the mets fans were making fun of him cuz he made a bad call. the whole game they were making fun of him and sometimes he looked at them and gave them hand gestures lol. haha. so we stayed and the yankees won. they brought out mariano rivera to pitch and everyone was like OMG lol. so we left and went to go get me a jersey. i got a giambi jersey. then we saw my uncles friend. then my uncle gave me a tour of where he used to grow up and shit in the bronx. so i came home and watched some tv and went to sleep. today i dunno what im doing. jimmy said he might call around 7 after work but who knows anymore. im so bored. i cant stay in this house any much longer lol....uhh..its all good. i hope this is a really good summer.. alright everyone...byeee!!
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| urgh |
[29 Jun 2003|05:03pm] |
.x. Info .x.
x. First name: Lauren
x. Middle name: Ann
x. Nickname(s): asshole lol
x. Age: 14
x. Birthday: april 29
x. Height: 5'3 1/2 woop
x. Hair color: brown with highlights
x. Eye color: light brown
x. Glasses: sometimes
x. Contacts: mostly
x. Braces: used to
x. Hair short or long: medium
x. Where you now live: yonkers new york
x. Astrology sign: taruss..the best lol
x. Chinese zodiac sign: snake i think
x. Nationality: italian irish german and thats it yup! haha
x. Bad habits: biting my nails, annoying people, chewing loudly
x. Piercings: my ears and my newly pierced belly
x. Tattoos: not yet
.x. FAMILY, ETC. .x.
x. Mother's name: Gina Marie
x. Father's name: Garyy
x. Brother's name(s): none
x. Sister's name(s): none
x. Favorite aunt: my aunt connie
x. Favorite uncle: my uncle joey
x. Favorite grandparent: my grandma lucy..my plumpy
x. Worst relative: hmm...all my relatives are cool
x. Best relative: my grandma of course
x. Best family memory: i dunno
x. Do you get along with your parents: not really..me and my dad sorta do
x. Do your parents understand you: no
x. Does anyone in your family understand you: yes my grandma
x. Are you still in school: yes
x. Current grade: 9th
x. Favorite grade: 5th
x. Worst grade: 4th
x. Favorite teacher: mr ferraguzzi!
x. Worst teacher: mr mulkulski
x. Favorite subject: englash
x. Worst subject: math
x. Buy or bring lunch: buy
x. School sports: nothing
x. High school: saunders? maybe baby
x. School activities: i dunno
x. Popular or what: what
x. Favorite memory: i dunno
x. Worst memory: i dunno
.x. FAVORITE .x.
x. Number: 16
x. Clothing brand: hm...i dunno
x. Saying: fuck
x. TV show: i love the 80s!!!
x. Sport: baseball
x. Vegetable: corn?
x. Fruit: grapess
x. Movie: goodfellas, italian job, sority boys, uh everything
x. Actress: brittany murphy?
x. Actor: ray liotta and mark wallberg!
x. Candy: i dunno
x. Gum: orbit
x. Scent: piara lol
x. Candy bar: i dunno payday?
x. Ice cream: mint
x. Color: red
x. Season: fall
x. Holiday: christmas
x. Band: my top 3 are alkaline brand new and tbs
x. Singer: chistina
x. Music: punk
x. Fast song: at this moment..the boy who blocked his own shot
x. Slow song: i dunno
x. Thing in your room: my computer
x. Place to be: piaras bathroom lol
x. Radio station: 92.7 95.5 and z100
x. TV channel: comedy central
x. Junk food: i dunno anything
x. Fast food place: eww
x. Restaurant: pizza beat and the harvest
x. Shape: triangle
x. Time of day: night
x. Country: usa
x. State: new york
x. Boy's name: fenix
x. Girl's name: sebastiana or roxxy
x. Mall: galleria
x. Video game: super mario brothers
x. Shampoo: pantene
x. Computer game:
x. Car: whatever
x. Music video: whatever
x. Swear word: fuck
x. Month: april
x. Cartoon: rockos
x. Song: i already answered that didnt i?
x. Scary movie: i dont like scary movies lol
x. Team: yankees
.x. WORD ASSOCIATION .x.
x. Eminem: hot
x. Hot: hot
x. Britney Spears: hot
x. NSync: yea
x. Real world: uea
x. Orange: yea
x. Fuck: you
x. Bisexual: sexual
x. Black: white
x. Insane clown: posse
x. Linkin Park: gay
x. Jack: daniels
x. Rainbow: colors
x. Cherry: ew
x. Cucumber: salad
x. Shark: bite
x. Bat: fly
x. Leather: jacket
x. Whip: cream
x. America: free
x. Water: water
x. Volcano: hot
.x. THIS OR THAT .x.
x. Rock or rap: rock
x. Pop or rap: pop
x. Rap or R&B: rap
x. Rock or metal: rock
x. Linkin Park or Limp Bizkit: limp
x. Tool or Korn: korn
x. Winter or summer: winter
x. Spring or fall: fall
x. ICP or Eminem: eminem
x. Marilyn Manson or Rob Zombie: marilyn
x. Kittie or Garbage: garbage
x. MTV or VH1: hmmm thats a tuffy
x. Buffy or Angel: angel
x. Dawsons Creek Or Gilmore Girls: dawson
x. Football or basketball: neither
x. Summer olympics or winter olympics: winter
x. Skiing or snowboarding: snow
x. Rollerblading or skateboarding: skateboarding
.x. PRIVATE LIFE .x.
x. Boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
x. Crush: yup
x. Do you love anyone right now: no
x. Have you ever been in love: no
x. Ever had sex: nope
x. How many hearts have you broken: none
x. How many people broke your heart: some
x. So what's your significant other like: fat with a big nose lol
x. Do you go more by looks or personality: looks prolli lol
x. Ever kiss a friend: no
x. Are you still friends: --
x. Do you smoke: yes
x. How about weed: oh yes
x. Acid: no
x. How about a little ecstasy: nope
x. Crack, heroin, anything else: nope
x. Are you a sissy who drinks Mike's Hard Lemonade and wine coolers: yup
x. Prefer beer or liquor: liquor i guess they're both nasty
.x. WOULD YOU EVER .x.
x. Bungee jump: no
x. Skydive: no
x. Swim with dolphins: yes
x. Scuba dive: yes
x. Go rock climbing: no
x. Change your religion: prolli
x. turn your bck on a friend: na
x. Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend/intrest: na
x. Lie to the police: ya
x. Run from the police: yea
x. Speed away from the police: yea
x. Walk up to a total stranger and kiss them: no
x. Be an exotic dancer: no
x. Walk out of a restaurant without paying: no
x. Streak? maybe lol
.x. FRIENDS .x.
x. Best friend(s): piara
x. Known longest: melissa
x. Wish you talked to more than you do: i dunno
x. How many friends do you think you have: like 1
x. How many do you actually hang out with: 1
x. Who drives you insane: brandie sometimes
x. Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the next level: no
x. Craziest: piara
x. Loudest: me
x. Shyest: none
x. Best hair: piara
x. Can always make you laugh: piara
x. Best eyes: piara?
x. Most athletic: none
x. Shortest: me
x. Tallest: piara
x. Best singing voice: me lol
x. Skinniest: none ha
x. Nicest: me! haha
x. Best personality: piara
x. Biggest drug user: me
x. Alcoholic: piara
.x. HAVE YOU EVER .x.
x. Flashed someone: yea
x. Told the person you liked how you felt: i think
x. Gotten really REALLY wasted: yes lol
x. Gone to jail/juvenile detention: no
x. Skateboarded: once i think lol
x. Skinny dipped: haha yes
x. Stolen anything from a store: no
x. Kissed someone of the same sex: no
x. Been to another country: no
x. Talked back to an adult: yes
x. Given money to some homeless person: yes
x. Tried to kill yourself: no
x. Cried to get out of trouble: yea
x. Kissed a friend's brother/sister: yea lol
.x. THE LAST THING .x.
x. You ate: sandwhich
x. You drank: water
x. The last place you went: piaras
x. Last thing you bought: drinks
x. Last person you saw: my mom
x. Last person you talked to: my uncle
x. Last song you heard: alkaline all on black
.x. YES OR NO .x.
x. Do you like cows: no haha
x. Do the voices talk only to you: yup
x. Are you straight: yes
x. Are you short: maybe
x. Do you own a hot pink shirt: no
x. Do you like Marilyn Manson: hes chill lol
x. Do you remember your dreams: yea i had the worst one last night
x. Can people read you like a book: yup
x. Do you talk a lot: yup
x. Are you afraid of clowns: nope
x. Can you drive: nope
x. Are you an only child: yup
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